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This is unbelievably good and important stuff.

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awwww paul!!!! thank you <333

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Sep 22, 2023·edited Sep 22, 2023

I’m one of the people you are talking about here. I got in my own way while on the tenure track, and mostly didn’t submit my work. But my life is far from ruined, and my career is doing quite well, thank you, because it turns out there are many amazing things that one can do with one’s life outside academia, and failing the tenure track is an actually ok thing to do.

What’s notable to me as a person who has experienced this set of behavioral problems more than I think most people commenting here have is how much this has been *not* a generalizable experience after I left academia. I have no trouble being productive at work, happy, and self confident, nowadays. I don’t procrastinate and don’t ‘fail to submit’ - whatever it is that would be a corollary in my role now. In other domains and professional contexts I am actually good at doing stuff. Which after years of feeling like a failure/ruined/worthless in academia… was a real surprise.

I think there is something notable about this. Why does academia produce this behavior so much more than other contexts and careers? I understand the desire to blame the person/their choices, and to look within, but I think it’s actually more complicated than that.

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A related thing on my mind lately is the term "executive dysfunction" which has been described to me as when you know you should do a thing, and you *want* to do that thing, but you can't seem to make yourself do it. Once I read that description I started to see it everywhere, even though I'm avoiding mirrors as best I can.

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I suggest creative procrastination. When I am in this state, I forbid myself from doing anything that doesn't count as work until I do the thing I'm avoiding. That gets lots of jobs done. Here's some more advice along this lines

https://johnquiggin.com/2013/11/25/how-word-targets-help-creative-procrastination/

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Oct 11, 2023Liked by R Meager

CN Lester talks about 'cheating on your work with other work', meaning that its amazing how much you get done on Project B if you make working on it your go-to way of procrastinating on Project A. This maxim does require the two projects to be dissimilar, which is fine for CN who has a million different talents.

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from a workin person perspective - that what managers for.

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As an Econ PhD dropout who has been trying to finish everything I start as of late, this was a great read! I'll be subscribing now lol

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Thanks Arthur, I'm glad :) !

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Feb 1·edited Feb 1Liked by R Meager

wonderful essay. I think the danger of avoidance is that it can actually take on many different pernicious forms. In my field, one of the most common career killers is to start new projects without finishing old ones.

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yeah, this is the main way the problematic avoidance is masked, 100% agreed

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Sep 22, 2023Liked by R Meager

This was... wow... really hard but helpful to read.

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Hi Jon <33333 How lovely and special for me to hear from you. Sorry it was a hard read but am glad it was helpful.

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I'm not in academia, but this psychology and self-"nerfing"* is very familiar to me. So familliar, in fact, that it's me. In fact, this blog post is also me, counseling other people (and myself) how to overcome perfectionism and fear of failure and avoidance and just get something done even if it's not good. I've done it plenty. Good enough is good enough. Life is iterative; you do something, then you do it again a little better, then you try it a slightly different way and it might be better, then you meet someone else and you just do it again even though it's not new, but it's new to them. Eventually, it's a big success. Or it's not. But it's very very very very rarely a true failure. In any case, it's better to get started now, with what you have, than wait and hope you'll get better or find the decisive, brilliant insight, etc.

* Nerfing? What is that?

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Life IS iterative. Especially creative or novel work! "In any case, it's better to get started now, with what you have, than wait and hope you'll get better or find the decisive, brilliant insight, etc." aaaabsolutely right.

to "nerf" is to weaken or render ineffective :)

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Sep 21, 2023Liked by R Meager

This is great and really makes me want to revisit my unsubmitted JMP (but I probably won't). In my defense, I have lots of other stuff that I am submitting.

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you dont have to submit everything :) you just have to submit.... most

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Loved this.

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Thanks very much :)

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Jul 2Liked by R Meager

You clocked me a couple times in this essay! Great read! Definitely coming back to this one

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Thank you for commenting!! :)

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Jun 9Liked by R Meager

Ha hah! It me!

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“Nerfed” -- that’s good!

Somehow I keep reading your stuff, and thinking yes! I need to read more of this lady. And then I forget. And I’m reminded again this morning.

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Aw, thanks Karl!!

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I've seen exactly this phenomenon of being too perfectionist/afraid of rejection to submit your papers, but I'm the opposite. In economics, rejection rates are 90% or so. So, I always plan on being rejected, and have a second target in mind, and sometimes a third. And once I submit, i do my best to forget the article even exists.

That's much healthier than not submitting, but it does lead me to submit papers that really aren't ready. That means needing a thick skin when you get a rejection saying things like "nothing here that would surprise someone who actually knew the literature"

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Hello and thank you for the comment John! Yes, I've come to the view that almost all human tendencies are in fact on a spectrum, and that for any conceivable advice there is always someone who needs to learn its opposite. I do think your tendency is much healthier than not submitting, both because it CAN work (not submitting can't work) and because in your case your rough + ready work is already obviously very good (notwithstanding depth of diving into the literature, a fault I also sometimes share.) Thanks again for stopping by and the restack, much appreciated!

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Sep 21, 2023Liked by R Meager

Really well said, Rachael! Captured some very specific feelings and behaviors better than I’ve seen anyone capture them. Thanks for writing and for finishing this blog post.

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RAY!!!!!!!!! hi!!!!!!!!!!!! it's very good to see you. :)) Thanks for stopping by and for the kind words.

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Great post. While I averaged about one journal submission per month for the first three years of my AP position, as we speak, I'm procrastinating on a paper I should be working on by posting here!

I've also seen several people fail tenure who barely submitted papers. At one point, I was like 5 for 41 in submissions (5 pubs after 41 submissions, counting r&r rounds), and a colleague hired a few years before me was 5 for 8 (with 3-4 publications in very low ranking journals which wouldn't count for tenure). He simply procrastinated in writing papers, in writing ones he could send to top journals, and then in revising and resubmitting those papers on a timely basis. A guy hired after me took 18 months to simply submit his JMP. But for his procrastination, it probably could have been a six week job.

Some more tips.

1. Write papers and submit them

2. Submit papers to journals that will help you get tenure

3. If not pubbing, write papers with well-connected (or simply smart) coauthors and submit them

4. Write papers with conclusions approved by the median referee in your field

5. Go meet your likely referees and editors

My sense is that almost nobody who follows all of these steps gets denied unless at a very top school. Step #3 the most important by far.

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Took me 18 months to submit my JMP! Though I was turning around another R&R in that time.... but I could have submitted earlier.

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Sep 22, 2023Liked by R Meager

working on another r&r is admittedly a fairly good reason to delay submitting the JMP.

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